So I decided a few days ago that I was not going to write on this blog any longer and created another blog here on Word Press, but I feel that it’s important for those who have been following me to continue to read my progress and life events. I am sure there are many people like me who have danced with the detransitioning disco and have struggled doing so. So I will continue to write here as well.
I know one thing for sure, that a change of heart and constantly evaluating one’s decisions is important for growth. I have learn never to say never again, and that how I feel now, may differ in a day, heck even an hour, lol. I will not be crucified or judged for doing so either, it is my right as a human to evolve and change, just as the tide changes or even the weather for that matter. It is healthy to do so and shows that I am “human”.
So how am I doing you may ask? I am doing great, there is a part of me though, that feels a bit sad at times, maybe it was the not knowing how things would have turned out and that I didn’t give it at least a year, but another part of me is happier than a pig in shit. Maybe it’s both sides struggling and battling out with one another, but I know I will be fine.
Can’t say I didn’t try and to tell you the truth what is most important to me is my wife and how she feels. She loves me no matter what, she proved that, but I can see the gleam in her eyes when I am in my masculine place. Â Life is too short to not be happy, and we are happy as Mark and Lynna, so enough said. If you all have any questions, comments or concerns please feel free to post down below.
Love you all but remember to love yourselves too.
MAC
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