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Shedding The Layers

  I figured out why so many get irate with me and confrontational with my writings and TV Shows, well not everyone does, but those in the trans community who are still in their infant stage and self loathing mode;  I must touch a certain chord and wounds deep inside of them, I am definitely … Continue reading

Revealings Of An Ex FTM

  I have been ridiculed more by a community that I have fought hard to advocate for and defend, than by those that did not understand my plight in the first place. I have received death threats, my livelihood affected from those in the trans community, when they harassed my once sponsors and had them … Continue reading

Withdrawls

    Feeling trapped in the wrong body has many components and many factors that stem from childhood trauma and the traumas we were subject to throughout life. There are many in this community that do have legitimate claims and dysphorias of many types, how they handle it or deal with it is very personal. … Continue reading

Self Denial

  The struggle of being who we feel we aught to be, creates devastation from the moment we pursue the “dream”. As Maritza I struggled with my mannerisms, my dress code and presentation, the world was telling me I was wrong for being me. Little girls should not sit a certain way, careful how you … Continue reading

Waking Up

  Many people claim their gender dysphoria is a biological condition that they have had to deal with and known since they were 3, 5 or 6 years of age. I have heard others say they knew later on in life during their teenage years, and then you have those that had the middle age … Continue reading